Several times in the last few days, I have been reminded of the perils of playing by the rules. Example after example has been shown to me, with different themes and players. It’s getting creepy, actually, in that whole
if this was a film, something bad would happen to see if I’d learned my lesson kind of way. That is, I wonder if I’m about to be presented a choice between playing fair and losing, and cheating and winning.
I’m trying to not read too much into it, but I am at a crossroads with my career and school. Any decisions I make now could have further-than-usual reaching consequences. I’m not a superstitious person, and I don’t go out looking for signs and portents, but I’m also not completely blind.
We’ll see how it goes. I have faith that I’ll make the right choice.